I'm realizing... I've tried uncountably to stand on this ground. And it's not working.

Because I'm trying to make an entrance that's coherent. And I by my nature am not there right now. But if I do some semantic paces in the right spaces, I will be.

In a way of moving I understand, now. Including even this strange speech now.

I speak to be not understood, cause that's safer. And it's smart sometimes, to want to lose the attention of the Other.