6-24-25


ok

ok.

I'm Trevor.

And in this space below me, I'll etch a few things.

First, I'd like to play with grids.





I have a few ideas which leverage forms of grids and tilings,
but today I stumbled across a wonderful blog at [Red Blob Games](https://www.redblobgames.com/grids/parts/).

The piece of the article which talks about relabeling grid information as protrusions
made something click in my mind. And then recasting squares to triangles, and hexagons, and
finding consistent representations for operations within the grid regardless of the tile shape.

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Lattices, and their complete fundamentality.

6-22-25


I'm realizing... I've tried uncountably to stand on this ground.
And it's not working.

Because I'm trying to make an entrance that's coherent. 
And I by my nature am not there right now.
But if I do some semantic paces in the right spaces, I will be.




In a way of moving I understand, now.
Including even this strange speech now.

I speak to be not understood, cause that's safer.
And it's smart sometimes, to want to lose the attention of the Other.



6-23-25


Today, I'm trying something new. Small deliveries.





Today I'm planning to...

- push an update to threadwise.dev
- a streaming/working schedule

2PM to 8PM


- voice post


- spend a few hours making money with DoorDash


- put in some work on a project.. either spectralism or monads


7-28-25


In the last few months, the thought of coding placed me back in the thicket.
I couldn't bare the feeling.
Where before my mind would bounce from idea to execution like it sought satiation.
Now it deflected. And wound off into anything else.

I couldn't sit and code.
I'd open my code editor and find gazes on my shoulder. Remarking. Heckling voices.
Sometimes voices, recalling encounters with others who criticized me clearly and openly.

{/* link to crisis and the gaze */}


When I'm in the thicket. 

A high dimensional subject, standing in a thornbush. And not. 





In the Thicket






A document

Impressions of text and blocks
Eye flow paths... 

css features and their impact on gestalt flows... 
the 3 reads...


Google search 
Youtube




notes on...
- typography, knuth...
- CSSOM resolution.. why mobile first


O, Document


- Slow makes smooth, smooth makes fast.
- The best time to start is now.
- This is not a dress rehearsal. 
- Life comes from you.
<br/>
<br/>
- Avoid premature optimization.
- Opportunity means "uncertainty".
- Keep it simple.
- Deliver.
<br/>
<br/>
- Leave the workshop door open (welcoming curiosity).
- Mastery is returning to the basics.
- Practice like you'll play.


{/* - Love: makes you want to act to make your partner Proud.. */}
{/* Make the goal to open up the future... to give self more opportunity, more healthful mind-hours, more growth, more experience.  */}


